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January 9, 2009

I don’t understand why I am having all these emotions. I have been talking to amanda again, and I’m realizing when I talk to her that I still love her. I am still in love with her, and that I wish she could get her life together so me and her could be happy again […]

I want someone…

December 29, 2008

I want someone that will go on a vacation and I will actually miss…want to jump into their arms when they get back and tackle on the bed and just stare through their eyes.   I want someone I can miss, but I know is coming back. I want someone that looks at art like I […]

Future brings chaos.

December 19, 2008

My work called me this morning while I was passed out. I’m not sure if that was my influence to adding another shift to my already hectic schedule. I guess its really good for making a good amount of money. This is going to be my schedule starting January 5th. I’m going to be working […]

Identity Crisis

December 19, 2008

So I have been so lost in myself, been hostile and confused, everyday. I don’t mean to be but I just don’t want to be bothered by human existence, excluding a couple people. There are people that I don’t think could possibly annoy me, but most of those people are out of state and don’t […]

December 17, 2008

Wish List the one i couldn’t show my parents this corset with this wig I also want a garter belt that matches the corset So those are just a couple things that I want. So good thing I just got this new job where i’m going to be making 15 dollars an hour. If anyone […]

I will hide you behind my humiliation

December 4, 2008

I wrote Aimee a message on myspace the other day, saying that I was reminising through old memories of me and her. Putting myself into those emotions and moments and it was amazing what we had. We had some thing so innocent and pure. I loved her, I really did love her. I still do. […]

Artisically Motivated

December 1, 2008

I have been completely captivated by this wood work.  I believe i’m going to start my new project today. I want to start the chess set. I don’t know if maybe I should start small and maybe do a Checkers set. I just have to find the measurements for the board. I’m so excited about […]

Artistic Goals

November 26, 2008

Projects Create a Chess set and Chessboard Christmas Ornament More to come…

Major Switch-er-roo

November 25, 2008

I made the decision to switch my mjaor. I’m not going to be working towards the nursing program. I decided to follow my heart not my empty pockets. I’m going to work towards a bachelors degree in Art Education, to be an art teacher. I can’t wait to get started. I think I will be […]

tempered by your heart

November 22, 2008

Wondering what I could possibly write about that is interesting. I find myself with a dilemma as the days get closer to when I need to register for classes. I want so much to be an art teacher, I want to be that cooky teacher that makes you do things with your artwork that you […]